....secret crushes leading to hidden lusts...

Current mood: devious


Who I am now must reflect you somehow. You’ve become such a part of me. Everyone else knows it, why cant we see it. Calls cut short or not there at all. Time apart makes the heart fonder but we can only wonder. Lack of conversation not because of lack of feeling but rather the opposite. Backing away to protect ourselves from one another. From change and pain and all the things we know could come. But what about the side we hide. The things we wont think of. Cant think of. Everyone wonders and no one speaks. Secrets hidden beneath sheets we’ll never see. Only there’s no secrets to hide, only feelings and I feel so interrupted.