Childhood memories drowned by jose' and I have no idea what I'm doing.

Current Mood: amused



Ever wished you could just completely forget some crap? I got a huge list of stuff I'd rather not recall ever again. Mostly unpleasantness like some very embarrassing moments, all that wasted time in church, certain people, ad things I've done, etc. But I appear to have outdone my previously insanely detailed memory. I just found out that I totally, completely forgot what I once thought my life would be like.

Every wake up and realize you have no idea who you are?



I was in a really dark mood this afternoon. I hate myself when I'm melancholy. So in order to distract from the sadness, I think happy thoughts. Yes I know it's very Peter Pan, but I have yet to manage to fly. I lack pixie dust...